I will for sure miss college! Complaining every single day about school works.. I will miss my blockmates, teammates and close friends! It has been four years and its time for me to face the real world..

I will for sure miss college! Complaining every single day about school works.. I will miss my blockmates, teammates and close friends! It has been four years and its time for me to face the real world..

  

Inspired by Miss Pi Sison. :) enjoying how to mix music.. this is my first trial :)

Christmas Wish List (with demands) LOL.

image Nike Sports Bag (with different pocket for the shoes) and a place where I could put my tumbler.

imageJansports backpack the plain ones..I prefer the Red one or the pure black one.

imageMizuno Rubber shoes for volleyball its way better when it has gum sole so that it wont be slippery. 

image Any Iphone would do weather it is Iphone4s (it is still made by steve jobs) or Iphone5 (that is the latest)

imageI dont like the design of the dress but I like the cut of it. So this kind of cut for a dress is good for chubby people with big hips like me,it makes me look slimmer! There are a lot in forever 21.

imageMac lipsticks I prefer using nude color or colors that are not so bright during casual days but when I am stress and no time to wear make-up I only use bright red lipstick so people wont notice your stress face that much. I like matte lipstick than shinny ones.

image NYX cream lipsticks are really good and cheap as well. The color I like from this is the one in the middle. Its pick when you put it in your lips. :)

Conversation hit me!

*talking about the past and says “babalik ba ako sknya dahil sinabi m na babalik at balik ako…”

P2: Babalik at babalik ka nga :)
Para sayo ksi he is your greatest love … Na kahit ano pa yan you will always find it in your heart to understand him just to keep him :)

P1:So mag titiis ako sknya kahit nasasaktan ako? So hindi ako magiging masaya? Ako na lang lagi iintindi sknya.. Greatest love ko nga siya…pero ako hindi naman niya mahal.. Para saan? :’(

P2: Eh kung hindi ka lalaban … Sino ang lalaban pra sa inyo :(
Sabi mo nga sa akin kanina … Kung mahal mo you will not give up … You will hold on to it as far and as long as you can …

P1:What if I choose that I want to be loved and be happy as well?? Pero sknya? Hindi b mang yayari un? Ako nlng b lagi? Hindi ba dapat siya ung umiintindi saakin? Hindi naman pwede na ako nlng ng ako mag hold-on.. Tao lang ako napapagod din.. Sinabi k din in a relationship dapat dalwa kyong nag susupport sa isat isa.. Hindi pwedeng isa lang..

Omg! Umiiyak ako sa mga sinasabi k..:/ totoo bng weakness ko ang lovelife? lahat nmn ata ng tao eh?
P2:Oh - oh … Tahan na … Hindi mo ba alam na ang strongest and smartest people on the planet goes gaga over love … Yan ang weak point ng mga strong and ambitious … Naks :)

P1: Talaga ba? Hahaha! Nafefeel k pa kasi ung pain eh.. Hindi na natapos eh..:)

P2:You could change who you want to be with and who you want to be …
Mahirap and long process nga lang pero kaya mo … kung natitiis mo ang sakit ngayon dhil sa kanya … Darating ka sa point na mamimili ka na kung mas importante sya o ang peace of mind mo …
May mga issues sya na unresolved sa sarili nya … And not till he fixes that .. He’s not going to be the man you want him to be towards you :’(

This conversation hit me bad..

My pilyang pamangkin:)

There are tomes when I doubt everything. When I regret everything you’ve taken from me, everything I’ve given you, and the waste of all the time I’ve spent on us..
Deans Lister

Yesterday I found out that I am part of the deans list again which made me really happy! I was hoping to be part of it again and thank you Lord for giving me another year to be a deans lister I am hoping that till I graduate I would be part of the deans list. 

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and again I am pressured about this. 

Graduate on time for me please Lord. <3

Graduation Pictorial

We had our graduation pictorial last July 10, 2012. I honestly find this awkward without the assurance that I’ll be graduating on time. Well I am praying that I graduate on time. Please Lord. So basically I did my own make-up before going to the photoshoot or the graduation pictorial. 

Here is my toga shot (Low resolution)image

and here is my viel shot (we call it the suman shot) honestly we were not allowed to move for this shot! we were wrapped three times with the white thingy.(Low resolution)

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The lastly my creative shot, I am suppose to be a geek here. I was suppose to hold the philippine constitution but I ended up using the local government code book since I couldnt find my Phil. constitution. The local government code became an issue to some of my friends from pasig that they thought ill run because I’m reading it. hahaha! odd! props nga eh. 

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This whole graduation pictorial is pressuring me to graduate on time! I am really hoping to graduate on time. Please Lord no failures for me. I am really hoping to graduate on time. 

Nakakahiya naman kasi na nag pagraduation picture na ako hindi naman pala graduate. Huwag naman po sana. 

Help me graduate on time. <3

Bitchesa Mode!

For the past few days I have been wanting to get what I want! I easily get irritated if I don’t!  or ill just shut up on one side and not to talk to anyone! maybe Im happier this way! 

When it comes to my eating habits I should always eat what I want to eat coz if I dont I get really really mad! or I just dont care at all! I’d rather starve myself than eat something that I dont like! Something that is trash and crappy for me that day! tsk! and guess what it happened to me now! 

Just came from playing volleyball then my teammates went to my house for dinner! They ordered MCDO! Im so fed-up with that food! in short I don’t like that! tsk! my bitchesa moment is hitting me! I am honestly craving for WENDY’S not MCDO! for goodness sake! so yes! I ordered for them (not a big deal).. and me I choose to starve myself! very good! bravo for me! bravo! oh well! just have to deal with it… sorry friends if you read this im just really annoyed but its fine! it will pass. Im blogging to make myself better… PEACE!

YOU are so insensitive! tsk! or maybe that’s how far you could go. anyhow, goodluck with you playing cards and temple run! Enjoy!

Another thing, someone flooded my bathroom! my sink is broken and she used it. I had to clean it! tsk! oh well! my fault didnt tell her it was broken. :| 

I think JUNE is just really a bad month for me. nothing good has still happened to me! sucky!!!

I HATE IT! TSK!!!!

SUPER ANNOYED!!!!!! 

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MNL 143, directed by Emerson Reyes, will be having its Philippine Premiere on July 7, 7:00 p.m. at the UP Cine Adarna.

On a commuter’s trip from Manila’s business district to the suburbs, the director finds a myriad of possibilities, ranging from miniature ironic situations to a love story that is finally finding its unexpected closing. An emotional rollercoaster ride of despair, dreams and desire, MNL 143 is also a black comedy about limited private spaces in conflict with sprawling public realms.

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